i’ve been neglecting the world outside of my bed,
cause nothing bad happens when i’m playing dead.
i’m wrapped up in blankets, and
watching scary movies.
and i wish you were here,right now, with me.
and lately i’ve started
drowning my feelings,
by constantly drinking and forgetting
'cause i don't want them to be
a part of me and who i’ve become
sometimes i wonder, if you still think of me
like how you are doing? do you think the same?
i know that i fucked up but i’d rather blame
all other people who have problems with me
i’m locked inside my own shelter
from the cruelties of winter
and into the spring and the heat of summer.
i’d rather hide from myself and from everyone else
than accept the ways i’ve faltered
Deftones - Be Quiet And Drive (Far Away) (Video) (by deftones)
one of my favorite deftones songs.. rest in piece Chi <3
i am infamous, notorious at best
this town hates me an i’m okay with that
cause i’ve never been too fond of them
blast beats and skinny jeans
just don’t mix with preppy sluts and drama queens
i’d rather sit in my room than watch football games
and i guess that makes me gay
oh, but that’s ironic
cause it’s sure not straight to
suck a dick in the locker room
and watch the quarterback
fuck the water boy in the ass
all because he cant get laid
by that fat ass bitch in chemistry
cause she doesn’t drink
so he cant make a mistake
faking his way through life
one touchdown pass at a time
handed an “A” in every class
just so he can play
a hometown hero
a washed up wanna be 10 years down the road
im glad im not like that
there’s bodies in the walls
this song will make you cry….
we are all the end of the world…